Telling someone they can’t do something, does NOT give you the right to shut them down like that. I experienced that today. Now, I really believe I fucking suck! Thank you for lower my self esteem, and believing I can not do anything also believe I am untalented. I have great friends. You deserve a round of applause assholes. Like Einstein’s quote, “Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.” Thank you for accomplishing that.
A few weeks ago, I believed that I have NO talent what so ever. And the only one thing I THOUGHT I was good at. Now I think I freakin suck. Your comments have been suck in my head since the end of school and now. Man, your comments fuckin suck! You think your always better than everyone. Stop being so vain. And your follower with man boobs that says everything everything you say. You even said I suck and you’re the “friend” that’s suppose to always be there for me. Forget you! I really dislike you right now. But whatever. I’m going to try to let it go as I ALWAYS do. Sometimes you should keep your opinions to yourself, because it might hurt someone. I really want to cry but I choose not to. I am never going to…….do what I thought I was good at ever again. I’m tired of embarrassing myself, and making myself look stupid. I’m done.
I’ve been having thoughts of people not liking me. Yes, I agree my attitude sucks! And I can be a bitch and a terrible person. I understand if some people may hate me! I get that! But I really think no one likes me. I’m changing. I’m not trying. I am actually doing that! I know I shouldn’t care what people say, but it’s hard not to listen to it. I really hate inconsiderate people. I really think half of my friends don’t even want to be around me anymore. Like damn, at least tell me you don’t want to be around me. Just ignore me. Don’t try so hard and do something you don’t want to do. Don’t put so much effort into it.
Disappointments after the other. I’m so tired of fake people. Just…..akdjflskdjhf;flsghjflkdj stop. And let be me…