Don’t tell me what I can or can not do. What I am good at or what I am not good at. Because you’re idiotic theories about me might be proven wrong. Watch me prove you wrong. You’ll be standing there feeling stupid while I’m here doing what I love and doing what I do best. So fuck you (:
People.
Telling someone they can’t do something, does NOT give you the right to shut them down like that. I experienced that today. Now, I really believe I fucking suck! Thank you for lower my self esteem, and believing I can not do anything also believe I am untalented. I have great friends. You deserve a round of applause assholes. Like Einstein’s quote, “Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.” Thank you for accomplishing that.
A few weeks ago, I believed that I have NO talent what so ever. And the only one thing I THOUGHT I was good at. Now I think I freakin suck. Your comments have been suck in my head since the end of school and now. Man, your comments fuckin suck! You think your always better than everyone. Stop being so vain. And your follower with man boobs that says everything everything you say. You even said I suck and you’re the “friend” that’s suppose to always be there for me. Forget you! I really dislike you right now. But whatever. I’m going to try to let it go as I ALWAYS do. Sometimes you should keep your opinions to yourself, because it might hurt someone. I really want to cry but I choose not to. I am never going to…….do what I thought I was good at ever again. I’m tired of embarrassing myself, and making myself look stupid. I’m done.
I’ve been having thoughts of people not liking me. Yes, I agree my attitude sucks! And I can be a bitch and a terrible person. I understand if some people may hate me! I get that! But I really think no one likes me. I’m changing. I’m not trying. I am actually doing that! I know I shouldn’t care what people say, but it’s hard not to listen to it. I really hate inconsiderate people. I really think half of my friends don’t even want to be around me anymore. Like damn, at least tell me you don’t want to be around me. Just ignore me. Don’t try so hard and do something you don’t want to do. Don’t put so much effort into it.
Disappointments after the other. I’m so tired of fake people. Just…..akdjflskdjhf;flsghjflkdj stop. And let be me…
Summer
1 more week till summer starts. That’s when the magic and the possibilities start to happen. I can’t wait! I’m itching to hang with all my friends again and have the good summer vibe again. It will be the summer to remember. The summer where we can all appreciate the friendship we have. The summer where me & HIM can actually talk, hang out, and be comfortable. The summer I will stop being shy and stupid and will actually try. The summer I hope we can get somewhere. I’m really hoping. Because…I really really….REALLY like you.
Gotta stop being lazy….and it’s almost the end of the year AND finals are coming up. Study. Get them grades up. Relax later.
I choose the path of serenity.
Senioritis hit me hard..I’m procrastinating and dgafing everything. No bueno.
I have to put 110% in my school work. I’m in quarter 4! I have to study for SAT’s, because I winged my first one. I have to look for place to volunteer. I have to raise up my grades. I have to step it up. I have to stop slacking off. I am the laziest person ever, but I have to change my attitude. This will not get me anywhere. I can do this. I have to stop being distracted. I’m going to deactivate my facebook for 2 months until I am done with school. Senior year I can slack off as much as I want, and have fun. Now, is not the time. Good bye Tumblr. Good bye Facebook.
I have so make a change in my life right now.
Fuck school. I want to sleep. I want to rewind to the start of spring break, or fast forward to summer break.
Spring Break
My spring break consisted of eat, tv, music, more eating, tv, tumblr, facebook, crying (because of movies), eating, more eating, a snack, poop, pee, shower, and looking at the clock and realized 1 hour just passed.
You know.
7 guys that make me horny LOL
- Harry Styles
- Zayn Malik
- Brian Puspos
- Robert Downey Jr.
- Chris Pine
- Rupert Grint
- Tom Felton
UNF!
Friendship
What’s the definition of friendship? I don’t know. There’s the shady friends, the bitches, the backstabbing friends, the good friends, the friends you thought they were your friends, the keep them between them friends, the best friends, the group besties, etc etc… No one knows what is the definition of friendship, or who your real friends are. Friends or people are unpredictable. You’ll be so close to someone, and find out they just bite you in the ass. You’ll be so close to someone that you will realize something is wrong. The little things are noticeable. Friendship starts to fade. Communication fades. Hanging out faced. No more hey girl wassup! I’m bored. No more random ass shit. Fake friends occur. In a real friendship, you’ll tell each other anything and everything no matter how much it hurts, and no matter how the person will take it the wrong way, but as long you tell the person. I mean, why would you keep a secret from someone you have been friends with for years? Doesn’t sound right, right? Your friends won’t invite you to hang outs, and assume you are busy without even asking you. Yeah, most of the time you are busy, but never hurts to ask. You may thing you know them, but clearly not. Who are your REAL friends? Are they there for you? Are they keeping something from you? Do they tell you everything? Are they leaving you out? Leaving you hanging? Walk away. They probably won’t miss you..Friends will be friends. One word. Shady.
Sometimes I just feel like giving up on you. Yeah, “usually” when someone tells the person they like you like them, they will like you back eventually. I know we don’t have a chance, possibly, and we have been friends since the summer of freshman year. You’re one of my best guy friends, and me being fucking stupid, falling for you. I don’t wanna give up, because i just like you a lot. I don’t know why, but yeah..I sometimes feel like crying, because you just don’t care at all. I’m the one that’s putting the effort, and you just playing around. You probably don’t wanna pay attention to it, because you’ve been hurt so many times, But guess what? Me too! I don’t know…whatever.
Some people are just unpredictable..
I have nothing to say. I just you to text, call, or IM me. I just want to talk to you.
Lost and Never Found: You know that great feeling?
Where you have someone that just makes you feel… whole? As corny as it sounds, they complete you. You love talking to them, even if it’s about the stupidest shit, it doesn’t even matter. They have your back, no matter what. They will always make you feel better, no matter how low you get. They…
